Pretending to smoke away the feelings,
Looking at the ashes of the dead dreams,
She smiled with a face of which she lost memory,
Ignoring the tears which were giving warmth,
To the skin getting cold due to the cold winter,
Heart racing trying to find the fastest way,
To its lost love and get one glimpse of the person,
Who can fix this whole situation with one interaction,
But she made the decision to fight and resist,
The fatal attraction and the sweet addiction,
She cursed herself looking at her ruined reflection,
For letting such influence to have its way on her,
She grieved for her innocence which died a tragic death,
Processing the pain one breakdown a time,
Growing stronger walls where no warmth can reach,
Making sure there are no more lessons left to teach.