The sweet embrace which will release me,
From my current pain called existing,
While I am not sure what lies beyond life,
I was sure it cannot be dreadful than my reality,
People might jump to conclusions very quickly,
Hearing me consider death as release,
I can understand, that people consider,
Life as a gift, existence is an opportunity,
Happiness is sowing what you reap,
As the person you behave or live,
While I do not usually counter them,
People usually jump to conclusions,
When topics like death are discussed,
Giving me tips to escape thoughts,
Which are directed at the death,
They do not know that when pain ate me,
It was closeness to death that kept me company,
Maybe that is why I look at death to come to me,
Whenever pain chooses me to beat around,
Maybe I am weak as some people might diagnose,
I am just trying to drag myself through the life,
The world and reality, I definitely did not choose,
Waiting for death, her embrace and my release.