I wonder, if I enjoyed the time I wasted,
Is the regret a reaction or punishment I imposed,
Because it is the same mind which has told me,
I wonder, if I enjoyed the time I wasted,
Is the regret a reaction or punishment I imposed,
Because it is the same mind which has told me,
I can procrastinate, I deserve the break, I need rest,
Now blaming my decision for following its suggestion,
It is true that I have ignored my inner voice warning,
But how loud can get midst all my interesting day dreaming,
Maybe I have overestimated myself,
Or I am not being my best self,
It is time that I accept that,
This big wall I have gradually built,
Is now staring down on me in form of guilt.