All my life, I wanted to be alone,
To hide from the voices in my head,
To disappear from the sight of people I’m afraid,
From truth behind the lies I said,
From the tears which were supposed to be shed,
Yet, whenever I feel lonely,
My heart repeats this story,
Which says I don’t deserve good,
Because I did something bad,
I break the bridges which try to communicate,
Rejecting the notion that I can get myself a clean slate,
As the days pass date after a date,
I look at the clock wondering about fate,
Wondering what more time has in its store,
Whether I can stand its tests anymore,
I close my eyes off drifting to sleep,
Alone with my thoughts keeping me company.